I ATTENDED A NEGATIVE APPROACH SHOW @CLUB SOUTHPAW IT WAS MY 38TH BIRTHDAY ,AND N/A FUCKIN KILLED IT THE SHOW WAS AMAZING ,PRIOR TO THAT I WAS LIVIN IN BROOKLYN NY FOR ALMOST A YEAR ,NY IS GREAT I LOVED THE MIXED CULTURE BUT HONESTLY ITS A COLD FUCKIN PLACE, HEARTLESS ,LOTSA PEOPLE JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK I USTA THINK NJ WAS BAD AS I GREW UP AND LIVED THERE 31 YEARS IN LOVELY PATERSON NJ ,ANYWAYS BACK TO MY STORY

I WAS OUTSIDE THE VENUE SAYING MY GOOD BYES TO LOTSA HARDCORE KIDS I KNEW FROM VARIOUS SCENES I MEAN IT WAS FUCKIN NEGATIVE APPROACH ,I HAD TO GO, I WAS GOING THRU PERSONAL ISSUES AT THE TIME ,I WASNT EATIN OR SLEEPIN AT THE TIME TO BE HONEST I WAS KINDA OUTA MY FUCKIN MIND ,BUT HEARING NEGATIVE APPROACH 400 KIDS GOING INSANE MADE ME FORGET WHAT WAS GOING ON IN MY LIFE SONGS LIKE PRESSURE ,NOTHING, I MEAN LIST GOES ON AND ON
SO OUTSIDE IM SAYING GOOD BYES I WAS WITH A PARTY OF THREE A GIRLFRIEND OF MINE AND HER DAD MY BOY ANTHONY OF KILLING TIMES COUSIN WAS PARALYZED YEARS AGO ,SO I WAS HELPIN HIM GET INTO HIS CAR AS HES MY BOY FROM THE WAY BACK FROM STRONG ISLAND ,I SAID GOOD BUY TO NUMEROUS PERSONS AND WE WERE ON OUR WAY HOME I ONLY LIVE 15 BLOCKS AWAY FROM THIS CLUB, WE GOT ABOUT 5 BLOCKS AWAY FROM HOME AND THATS WHEN WHAT HAPPENED CHANGED THE REST OF MY LIFE ,

I WAS BRUTALLY ATTACKED BY 3 DUDES IN PULLOVER HOODIES MY GIRLS DAD WAS KNOCKED TO THE GROUND AND OLDER MAN IN HIS 50S NOT IN THE BEST HEALTH WHILE MY HOMEGIRL WHO WEIGHS 100 POUNDS SOAKING WET ,STOOD THERE CRYIN SCREAMIN AND PLEADING WITH THEM TO STOP THE ASSAULT OF ME I WAS KNOCKED UNCONSCIOUS FROM THE FIRST INITIAL BLOW I NEVER KNEW I GOT HIT
,AND THEY WERE STILL BRUTALLY BEATING ME KICKIN AT MY FACE AND I WAS SAVAGELY BEATEN STOMPED OUT AND LEFT FOR DEAD ,I NEVER HAD A CHANCE,NO WARNING NEVER HEARD THEM COMIN DIDNT HAVE A CONFLICT, THEY MUST HIT ME WITH BRASS KNUCKLES OR A PIPE ,THICK RING, CAUSE IT SPLIT MY EYE OPEN AND LEFT A GOUGE ON THE SIDE OF MY FACE ITS NOW A SCAR